AS THE RESULT:  TURBULENCE

My heart is so tired, I just wanna cry. I really hate this word "life is a one-way ticket", although I trust it's true.

少年不识愁滋味，爱上层楼，爱上层楼，为赋新词强说愁

如今识得愁滋味，欲说还休，欲说还休，却道天凉好个秋

Midnight, I want to say sorry to all pure soul I have hurt, and wanna forgive those who do the same to me. Just for .......

Just yearning.

I don't know why, but yesterday night I ..............................................

In insomnia night, who would stay in your heart?

Yesterday night, I was suffering from insomnia. Anguishing.

Up to dawn, I could gradually close my eyes......

In my dream, I was at my own wedding ceremony,  I was looking for my wife, but... I found I even have never known her.

What a horror dream.

I'm just like a knight fighting with fierce drogens for searching purity love belongs to me.  However,  the fallen world is coming, so close that I could hardly breathe. It seems no more time for me.

How should I do?  At least, there would be still a little time for me to search for.

I should do.

Who could have thought that BLOG would be flourishing in and sweeping through the whole world?

Should we question HOW and WHY? What is the foundation in which BLOGs exist?

Essentially, we, anyone from any place, are the same. All of the same us have a common dream, that is to be individual and set me apart from the others. 

It's satiric and laughing enough,isn't it?

There are constant strife and conflicts between society and individual, between the perspective which we adopt to measure myself and the others.

As an individual, we care anything about ourselves, our feeling, passion, emotion, happy or sad...... However, in our earthly life society does never care. Yes, who does really care? It's nonsense. The result and availability have served as the yardstick for measurement of all of the individuals' activities and relations.

Gradually, we, each individual, have to fit the society. For it's the only way we could exist.

But..... How about our poor soul? Didn't you see there were full of lonely souls everywhere? It is Just like a fierce turbulent undercurrents in ourselves' mind. 

Where is the outlet, maybe BLOG? I thought.

The structure of brief introduce:

Total 12 paragraphs. Divided into two groups:

1-8: political, social, religious and economic background; predominant literary policy and school. 

Including 2 periods: 1. Restoration in 1660 to the end of 17th century. 2. 18th century, Age of Enlightenment

9-12: Details about literature of this period.

3 periods: 1. From Restoration to the second half of 18th century. classical style.  2. mid-18th century, modern English novel(realistic). 3. From mid to the end of 18th century, shift to Romanticism, Gothic novels.

Social background of this whole period:  

IN SHORT: "Turbulence", "It was an age full of CONFLICTS and  DIVERGENCE of values."

Great political and social events: 1. Restoration of King Charles II; 2. The Great Plague; 3. The Great London Fire; 4. the Glorious Revolution.

the 18th century:   Fast development

1. Fast economic development: Colony, Acts of Enclosure, work-shop of the world.

2. the British bourgeois or middle class grew rapiddly:

Enlightenment Movement: reason and rationality, equality and science

a progressive intellectual movement which flourished in France and swept through the whole Western Europe.

Purpose: to enlighten the whole world with the light of modern philosophical and artistic ideas.

Literature: heavily didactic and moralizing;  a revival of interest in the old classical works, the tendency is known as neoclassicism.

Times has lapsed since the beginning of this year, which I swore I should do.

Busying, tired, etc. ...... too many reason.

No more time,  The schedule is as follows:

Now to the end of May: Brief introduce of each English literature period.

The first week of June: Brief introduce of each American literature period.

The rest time: Selectd Reading about each works of each author.

Hard times, God bless me!

昨天，洗完澡反倒睡不着了。躺在床上听他的东西。这里到处都弥漫着一种欢喜的味道，很叫人心情愉悦。不过，我还是更喜欢那些有些忧伤、淡淡的思念，或是那些悲怆的、如此的难受深重却又斗志昂扬不灭的，哈那只有老贝吧。

听说他的第八交响曲不错，什么时候搞一张来听听。

清晨起来听了一些他的曲子，动听极了，很喜爱。

可惜这个MSN的Blog不能共享音乐，真是可惜。

    98年在纽约举行的Pro Musicis国际大赛，首次引入中国吹管为参赛乐器，郭氏以演奏唢吶、管子、笛子、埙等六种中国吹管乐参赛，获该次唯一的Pro Musicis国际大奖。

    郭氏的演奏足迹遍及德国、荷兰、丹麦、日本、匈牙利、澳洲、新加坡、马来西亚、香港、澳门及中国各地。近年，亦多次在美国纽约、波士顿、洛杉矶等地著名音乐厅，演出独奏音乐会。

录制的激光唱片及音带包括《郭雅志唢吶管子专辑》、《中国唢吶》、《中国传统音乐名家名曲》、《唢吶歌曲》、《唢吶戏曲》等。

浮生偷得半日闲，整理照片。

照片已不再是照片，它承载着我的记忆，逝去的时空突然间近了，触手可及。

然而它们却是如此的相似，一直希望某一天自己，或是别人的影像可以融入其中。

从小学会独立，习惯孤单，喜欢孤单，可还是期待着另一种生活。人有时候是一种奇怪的动物。

我想到了卡夫卡，平静的海面下暗流汹涌。。。。。。

以为我会像石头一块，但当一阵清风拂过，我清楚地看到了留在石头上的刻痕。。。。。。

这是一个老西班牙男人的歌，很喜欢！

http://61.153.194.22/~kmwjx_zjl/dodo/zerbaliodu.mp3